i messed up with the badga and made him mad. i know i should apologize but i dont know how.
i seem to have this bad case of speaking before i think. i need to change and im not sure how.
I love him but i dont know what to do when all i seem to do is make him angry at me. its like a swing. we swing from happy to angry all the time. theres never an inbetween and its all cause i keep messing up over and over again. im gunna try and apologize and tell him he was right as i know he was. i dont know why i argue. i hate it. i wish i could stop. im not a badass or anything im a weak lil kit that needs to learn he doesnt need to act big and bad to impress people. all he has to do is be himself..... saddly im not sure who i am anymore cause ive been lieing to myself for so long... i love him... im just not sure what to do... i dont wanna lie anymore or hurt him anymore... any advice from anyone would be appreciated... another problem i have is when he tries to tell me im doing these things wrong i become offensive and arguementitive and tell him he's wrong and im right when down inside i know its the other way around.... i dont realize how stupid i was until after the darned battle and i realise i tore another peice of myself away from him........ i dont know how to fix myself... he tells me to try....but im not sure how... on of my magor things is i tend to lie alittle way to much. im a habitchual lier.... in other words ive made a bad habbit of lieing to get what i want... and im always making excuses and im unsure of how to stop doing both.. any advice would be appreciated and ill try not to be an ass at the advice... thank you... *wimpers and cries*

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Hey im new to the journal. I'm a lil fur age from 7-16 for my fursona. im 20 irl. I recently moved to Virginia and met this really cute Daddy badger i like. im looking into him more and more. im more of a slave/pet/kid than anything really. i enjoy being taken care of and cuddling. I met the lovable Leon and he is really cute. I love to play. I'm new to this as i said so therefore im not sure what to type. I've met several interesting people where the badger lives not sur eof my feelings toward them yet. *huggles his two tails in the sand on a beach looking cute* but i hope to learn more about my new furry friends.

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